YEAH TUX
YEAH awesome mac
companion cube from Portal
Dungeons & Dragons
Samus
twitter failure whale XD
awesome wedding cake
Really cool wedding cake
Suddenly, Guitar Hero doesnt suck
Cool computer insides =]
best wedding cake award methinks
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Kamis, 02 Juni 2016
Kamis, 12 Mei 2016
sudo reboot
If only things were that easy...to just...start over.
Yesterday, something interesting happened. A supervisor on break came up to me while I was waiting for a ride home and asked me if I was the only one that pulls the chickens from the sales floor at closing time. I told her no...with a rather confused look on my face. It turns out Im the only associate that does it on the regular basis. She is the one that turns the hot island off and pulls chickens. I thought that was rather interesting...she told me Im the only one that not only pulls them, but the only one that cleans the island as well.
?but Im the worst associate there?
I called in today. Something about being yelled at constantly at work and then coming home to more yelling just got to me. Oh and Im moving...nowhere great at all. Nope...out of a shed and into a garage. At the same time, work has been hounding me for no reason...cutting my hours but expecting more. While Id like to just say "Fuck em," truth is I want some stability.
At the same time, I feel like I have just fell backwards in life. Yeah before I was just going nowhere...well I feel like I have gone somewhere, just backwards. Sort of like when youre climbing a mountain and think "man Im not getting anywhere" but then realize that you are...youre falling backwards. I do want kids and I do want a permanent place to call my own and it has come to my attention that there will never be a perfect time. Life will always fucking suck for one reason or another. It wont be all glitter and ponies till it is too late.
Let me be honest with myself. I dont want to get out of bed in the morning but I dont want to stay. I dont want to wake up but I have nightmares and dont want to sleep. I dont want to do...anything. I stayed home today because I couldnt stop crying when I woke up. I simply wanted to go back to sleep and never wake up again. But I was dragged out of bed anyway. I watched my boyfriend and his dad put up a shed...and I thought....
You know what...fuck work. Fuck the man mostly. Fuck waiting for everyone else. I will run away if I have to. And if I die, at least I was in the pursuit of happiness. I wasnt falling backwards or running in circles. Fuck everyone holding me back saying "oh thats stupid." Fuck em...they didnt even get where they wanted to go. Why? Because they didnt take chances and just gave in eventually. Fuck em. Im no tamable spirit.
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Yesterday, something interesting happened. A supervisor on break came up to me while I was waiting for a ride home and asked me if I was the only one that pulls the chickens from the sales floor at closing time. I told her no...with a rather confused look on my face. It turns out Im the only associate that does it on the regular basis. She is the one that turns the hot island off and pulls chickens. I thought that was rather interesting...she told me Im the only one that not only pulls them, but the only one that cleans the island as well.
?but Im the worst associate there?
I called in today. Something about being yelled at constantly at work and then coming home to more yelling just got to me. Oh and Im moving...nowhere great at all. Nope...out of a shed and into a garage. At the same time, work has been hounding me for no reason...cutting my hours but expecting more. While Id like to just say "Fuck em," truth is I want some stability.
At the same time, I feel like I have just fell backwards in life. Yeah before I was just going nowhere...well I feel like I have gone somewhere, just backwards. Sort of like when youre climbing a mountain and think "man Im not getting anywhere" but then realize that you are...youre falling backwards. I do want kids and I do want a permanent place to call my own and it has come to my attention that there will never be a perfect time. Life will always fucking suck for one reason or another. It wont be all glitter and ponies till it is too late.
Let me be honest with myself. I dont want to get out of bed in the morning but I dont want to stay. I dont want to wake up but I have nightmares and dont want to sleep. I dont want to do...anything. I stayed home today because I couldnt stop crying when I woke up. I simply wanted to go back to sleep and never wake up again. But I was dragged out of bed anyway. I watched my boyfriend and his dad put up a shed...and I thought....
- Something about looking out windows makes me happy
- Something about being outside makes me more happy
- Something about being outside in the country (even if its flat country not too far from the city) makes me joyous
- Something about being in the wilder country makes me ecstatic
You know what...fuck work. Fuck the man mostly. Fuck waiting for everyone else. I will run away if I have to. And if I die, at least I was in the pursuit of happiness. I wasnt falling backwards or running in circles. Fuck everyone holding me back saying "oh thats stupid." Fuck em...they didnt even get where they wanted to go. Why? Because they didnt take chances and just gave in eventually. Fuck em. Im no tamable spirit.
Kamis, 28 April 2016
5 reasons why being homosexual is great
This blog will explain some great pros to being homosexual (for both men and women). Im not saying you should become homosexual, just taking some note.
2) You dont have to run from crazy bitches cause of an accidental kid - damn those bitches
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So lets start with women. Why is it great to be a lesbian.
1) no crunchy towels - if you live in a house with a bunch of stupid men, you have probably encountered this once.
2) no facial shavings all over the sink - really guys...really
3) 90% of misses during urination eliminated - 90% cause I know some of you women still fail
4) Similar feelings - men can seem distant...cant they.
5) no accidental pregnancies - cause when youre a female you cant run from them without paying.
Now for men
1) no more bloody laundry or trash - man those nasty females
3) 90% of drain clogs are eliminated - unless you are dudes with long hair
4) same feelings - cause those damn women are from Venus
5) less or more private time - go ahead, pee with the door open
with that said...i have tumblr.
Senin, 28 Maret 2016
Circles
Im not going to lie...I dropped out of art class because I cannot freehand anything close to a circle. In fact, I cant even freehand an oval or egg. I know Im not alone in this and I know a lot of people cant steady their hands to draw circles, but I really wish that sometimes I could draw something beautiful.
But I seem to do life in circles too...well not really. I have reached a dead end right now and I seem to be spinning in a massive emotional circle and churning up a ton of hate, jealousy, anger, and all of that cool jazz.
When I look sad, Im usually beyond depressed. I absolutely hate it when people ask me whats wrong. I dont like to tell people because it stews up some very painful memories and thoughts that I suppress on the daily basis. Often times, these stew up with whatever is bothering me at the time. Stew is delicious but this stuff will explode in your face. Let me "talk" to you about some stuff and you might end up with a black eye...not intentionally...of course.
In short, I just want to advance somewhere in life. I get to watch all of my friends do exactly what I want to do, and Im supposed to be all jolly about it. Great! Im happy for them but it just reminds me of the fact that Im doing NOTHING.
It only pisses me off more that Im supposed to be all OK with this.
Everyone says that theyre all rushing and its not a big deal. Yes it is a big deal. Some have kids, some married, and just about everyone else is graduating college soon. Sweet. My boyfriend doesnt want kids, Im only getting married to go back to school, and...when that happens I get to go back to a campus where I know nobody. Sweet...its like freshman year all over again.
Everyone keeps saying "be patient." Thanks guys but waiting is why I dont have a place to live and have been bouncing from home to home for about 3 years now. Its the same reason why I cant finish school right now (in fact...they raised prices. If only they would have signed for me to go during high school...but noooo I should have focused on high school where I hardly learned anything.) I dont want to wait, I want to do. Lets get this show on the road.
Besides, most people telling me this are either still waiting for life to fall in place (and are 50+ years old) or get what they want. Maybe running through the hills singing "Sound of Music" isnt such a great idea for me...but at least Id have something I want in life.
Some people see only price tags
The rest of us see dreams and goals we reach for
...Im not one to only see a price tag
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But I seem to do life in circles too...well not really. I have reached a dead end right now and I seem to be spinning in a massive emotional circle and churning up a ton of hate, jealousy, anger, and all of that cool jazz.
When I look sad, Im usually beyond depressed. I absolutely hate it when people ask me whats wrong. I dont like to tell people because it stews up some very painful memories and thoughts that I suppress on the daily basis. Often times, these stew up with whatever is bothering me at the time. Stew is delicious but this stuff will explode in your face. Let me "talk" to you about some stuff and you might end up with a black eye...not intentionally...of course.
In short, I just want to advance somewhere in life. I get to watch all of my friends do exactly what I want to do, and Im supposed to be all jolly about it. Great! Im happy for them but it just reminds me of the fact that Im doing NOTHING.
It only pisses me off more that Im supposed to be all OK with this.
Everyone says that theyre all rushing and its not a big deal. Yes it is a big deal. Some have kids, some married, and just about everyone else is graduating college soon. Sweet. My boyfriend doesnt want kids, Im only getting married to go back to school, and...when that happens I get to go back to a campus where I know nobody. Sweet...its like freshman year all over again.
Everyone keeps saying "be patient." Thanks guys but waiting is why I dont have a place to live and have been bouncing from home to home for about 3 years now. Its the same reason why I cant finish school right now (in fact...they raised prices. If only they would have signed for me to go during high school...but noooo I should have focused on high school where I hardly learned anything.) I dont want to wait, I want to do. Lets get this show on the road.
Besides, most people telling me this are either still waiting for life to fall in place (and are 50+ years old) or get what they want. Maybe running through the hills singing "Sound of Music" isnt such a great idea for me...but at least Id have something I want in life.
The rest of us see dreams and goals we reach for
...Im not one to only see a price tag
